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пятница, 21 декабря 2012 г.

Rebirth

*посвящается прошедшему Концу света и приближающемуся Рождеству. прошу прощения за возможные ошибки. 

It was the 21st of December of 2012. Yes, that «horrible» day. This topic was interesting the first time, but then everybody was tired from it. And that day promised to be strange. She was going from school and everything was looked as a really end of the world. Probably, planet became crazy with it. And  it was so in her town too. The posters, strange inscriptions were everywhere. To surprise, people was happy! Girl was sure that all the inhabitants were there – on the streets of the town. She was in shock, because she supposed that it would be usual day. «Do they really think that it’s the end? » - girl thought. She sat at the bench and continued to watch this fun.
Probably, I must tell you who it was. Her name was Mary. She was 15 years old and all the world seemed as a big mistake to her – the ordinary teenager. Music, indifference to everything and thinking that she is the smartest human in the world. And these conversations about apocalypse made her laugh. She just hated it.
So, she came home and noticed that anybody wasn’t there, but it didn’t mean something to her. She was so tired and wanted to sleep. Mary went to bedroom and almost fall asleep. But suddenly she heard sound of explosion. Girl was scared and she jumped up from bed. She looked through the window. Buildings in fire, crowds of people, shout and even cry – that’s what she saw. She began to look for her mobile phone, but it was uselessly. Then Mary ran out from and proved to be in chaos. People became crazy!  They were robbing the shops and destroying everything on their ways. They made the end of the world by own arms. Mary was running somewhere, where she didn’t know. But then she stopped. She realized that it was escape to nowhere. She just sat at the road and began to cry. She can’t believe in it. «This is not reality, this is a dream. This is not reality, this is a dream…»- she repeated again and again. But then she felt somebody behind her back. It was a little girl. She seemed as a something fair and pure in that dirty chaos. She looked like angel. She sat near Mary. Mary asked her what she was doing there. But little girl didn’t hear her, or she seemed so. «You know, there will be Christmas soon. Have you bought any presents for your family? » - asked little girl. Mary was in shock and said: «No». «Why? It’s so nice to see happy faces of people, isn’t it? I love Christmas. I think everything have rebirth on this holiday. What do you think? » - asked little angel. Mary was confused and she just said: «I don’t know ». Little girl decided to give a gift as a smile for that answer. After some silence girl started to speak again: «I love winter. It’s a magical time. Do you think so? Oh, you don’t want to talk, yes? O’K. I don’t force you. It’s so quiet here. I love this place. I’m face to face with myself here». After that words Mary felt herself easier. She forgot about things that she had to see 10 minutes ago. «I love winter too» - said Mary and smiled. Then she and little girl talked a lot. Mary told about her life, about her wrong treatment to life –about everything. Their conversation was long, when they stopped, there already was dawn. «You’re so strange. But I like it» - Mary said to girl. Then that cute angel said that she had to go home and went. Mary was surprised and ran after her. But she couldn’t overtake her and soon Mary lost her from the look. She was tired, that’s why she just lied down on the bench.
There was cold and Mary woke up. It was snowing; everything looked like yesterday morning, but better. She was walking the street and enjoying that peace atmosphere. She saw happy children, men with huge packets and Christmas trees, but she couldn’t understand what was happening there. Mary came home and her parents met her with gladness. «Where have you been all these 4 days? We were so worried! Where have you been? » - they attacked her with questions. «I was with my thoughts». «Dear, don’t start it again! Today is Christmas, or you forgot about it? Go to your bedroom, there is something that you’ll like».
That day was unforgettable for Mary. Heap of presents, pleasant sounds of Christmas songs, tasty holiday dishes and, of course, friendly family. At night she had a dream again. But it was another dream. There weren’t wars, shout and chaos. There were Santa Claus, many lights and angel…
Sometimes we need to feel the end; we need to be closer to the edge to understand that all that we have is the most important things for us and we must just enjoy it.